Ceci est ma Vie

I had thought that I was over and done with blogging till this day....haven't blogged for months now....I must admit though, that I did frequent the blogs of some of my fellow bloggers whom I admire....his blog though....I had just forgotten about it...

Another one of my friends, an MBA from WIMWI, has decided to quit a cushy job to start off something of his own. It gets me thinking...

I must admit that at this point I do not know what I want to do with my life after all....I mean...banker, sales manager, brand manager....is that what I really am looking at ? It all looks like a sham to me....a lot of it is peer pressure...a lot of it is the lure of a fat salary and a cushy and comfortable life....a lot of it comes from the knowledge that you really dont need to move any big boulders to do moderately well in the corporate world.....infact at most times, it damn easy to just get into the routine and just make space for everything in life...

The truth is...I dont have the balls to do it right now...

I mean all of us have that dream of starting up something of my own...risking the ease of a job to the relative discomfort of the unpredictability and the responsibilty of managing your own baby...

The excuse that I give to myself is that i perhaps need to gain some experience, perhaps need to get some financial security, perhaps dont now what I really want to do....

know that its not true..... I know I'd rather be out there trying out something I can call mine, own up to it and give it my best shot.... .wish I can gather the balls soon enough !!!